Saturday, November 17, 2007

Preceeding Love

What if I could free myself from the longing for love
And if I first, could truly look within
Taking care of the present I have facing me

What if I could focus on the things I already have
And the qualities I want to improve

I want to be the best I can be

Read more
Write more
Create more
Run bigger mountains
Swim with the current

I want to be a more dedicated worker
And allow myself to learn everyday

I want to forget routine and an tired eye
I want to see everyday for the first time
Paying more attention to the sun
To the people around me
To this world that reveals more and more of itself every second

I want to sing along
And transform every bad feeling into flower or production
I want to use every neuron of my brain and every muscle in my body
I want to be useful
And sincere

I want to never stop
Never get tired

I want to forget rules and conventions
And live my own path

I want to be independent but tender
Strong but vulnerable
Tough but fragile

I want to be enigma
Morphing every day
Transforming
Transcending into the best of me

Monday, November 05, 2007

Great Love

Longing a great love
Longing that feeling of devastation
Yellow butterflies flying around my stomach

I want to love
I want to love and let go
And be one but also two
I want to be his accomplice
His partner in love and crime
His woman

I want passion and dreams
Sweat and tears
Pleasure and laughter
I want his taste in my mouth

I want to live together
To grow together
To one day have little ones

I want to improve and inspire each other
To be there for each other
To never forget individuality

I want to have my life
But also a life of two

I want to know his smell from miles away
And lose myself in our sex
I want to be passionate
Affectionate

I want to be the apple of his eye
To have the chills just thinking about him
To French kiss him for hours and hours

I want to share my last piece
And nurture him when needed
I want to accept his flaws
I want to earn him

I'm ready for a great love